18th birthday :)

feb. 20,2009.. 18 na! certified LADY!! haha. . I didn't have a debut coz it costs a lot of shit, just for a night! hello.. well anyway, I celebrated it with the people I love of course...family, friends, classmates, barkadas and ofcourse my childhood friend i guess. haha.lol. Who needs a traditional, bonggacious what-so-ever debut when you have and you are loved by the best people everyone wishes to have, right? Expensive gowns and tokens, big cakes and venues, known people, and lots of strangers are all nothing without those you expect to be present on one of your important days. DRAMA UY! hahaha.

ps:
special thanks to FLC (sa cake)haha,
classmates (sa pagpunta and sa balloons)haha.lol
childhood friend (sa pagpunta and sa kiss, i really liked it)haha.lol
tito of EH (salamat libreng inumin. haha)

i kissed a GIRL and liked it!!

hahaha. i made it!! haha..
unsa.on nlang c ALVIN les.. haha.lol

I kissed a girl and I liked it

The taste of her cherry chapstick! :)

I kissed a girl just to try it

I hope my boyfriend don’t mind it

It felt so wrong

It felt so right

Don’t mean I’m in love tonight!! :)

GAME OF LOVE!

tangina niya - akuztikz


meron akong guztong ikwento
tungkol sa dating kasintahan ko
ginawa akong tanga
pinaniwala ako rin lang daw ang mahal nya

at alam nyo ba
dalawa kami nuon sa puso nya
na pinagsabay akoy pinaghintay
at pinangakuan na isang araw

ako raw ang kanyang iibigin
sasama daw sya sa akin
ngunit akoy pinagpalit sa syota nyang patpatin

tang ina nya...tang ina nya...[2x]

ngunit akoy nde natuto
tuloy pa rin ang katangahan ko
sya ay muli kong tinanggap
nung sya ay bumalik at nagiiyak iyak

tinanong ko sya
kung ako na ba ang nasa puso nya
sya ay natulala
parang nawawala sabay sinabi nyang nde nya alam
ang kanyang isasagot sa akin
di pa raw kayang lisanin
mahal na mahal nya raw pa rin
ang syota nyang patpatin

tang ina nya...tang ina nya...[2x]

sana masagasaan sila
sana ay masunugan sila
sana ay makagat sya ng asong ulol
ng kapitbahay nilang kalbo
nakatira duon sa may kanto
sana ay tamaan sila ng bagyo..

THE REAL ME

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i am ASHLEY TOLENTINO ABOY, i am super imaginative,stars are mine,i cant sleep without a blanket,i don't like to be over accessorized when it comes to the way i dress, a shirt, and a pair of pants will do.

I THINK:
I’ve finally come to the point in my life where I’m happy with myself,& know that I don't have to change or be a certain way for people to like me anymore.
I’m just fine & if someone doesn’t think I am,I don’t care.

IF I DIE TOMORROW,
there will be people who have totally different memories of me. To one person I might be the bitch who thought she was better.
To another person I might be the ugliest person on this planet. To her I might be the gorgeous, lucky girl who she despised because I was spoiled rotten.
To another girl I might be the girl who got really good grades, so jealousy erupted.. To him I might be the girl with the annoying laugh.
To another guy I could be remembered as the girl who wasn't anything to him. Maybe I'll be remembered as the girl who was always on her phone,
or the girl my roommate disliked. But none of that matters, you know why? By my best friends I'll be remembered as the girl with the contagious laugh and
the girl they would go to if they ever needed anything.

BEING A BITCH FOR ME MEANS:
I stand up for myself and my beliefs. I stand up for those
I love. I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do
things my way. I won't compromise what's in my heart, I
live my life my way. I won't allow anyone to step on me, I
refuse to tolerate injustice. It means I have the courage &
strength to allow myself to be me. So try to stomp on, douse
my inner flame, squash every ounce of beauty I hold within.
YOU WON'T SUCCEED. And "if that makes me a bitch, so be it."
You don't need to know everything about me as long as "I KNOW WHO I REALLY AM."

if you’re afraid of criticism.
say nothing, do nothing, be nothing.

(:ASHLEY :)

FAIRYTALE of MINE

Kailanman - akuztikz

It started with "Hi, ako nga pala si *****...remember mo pa ba? Tumawag lang ako...ala lang." hehe..we had a lot of fights, bullcraps and all but it didn't keep us from loving each other. Cough! Cough! haha. I've been hurt so many times, I've been told a thousand lies, I've cried a million times before and it really did made meMANHID and of course, I got scared in loving but you never gave up trying and telling me how much you love me....I don't think I'm someone you can actually show to everyone or someone you can be proud of. I make mistakes, I have regrets, and I act like I'm a lot smarter than I actually am I cry, I laugh way too loud, and things just seem to get to me. Basically, I'm saying that I'm not perfect but when I'm with you, I forget that, and it just doesn't matter anymore. You're the first thing I think about when i wake up in the morning and the last thing i think about before I go to sleep. Just thinking about you puts the biggest smile on my face and my heart beats faster and faster. Evry love song I listen to, i think of you. I didn’t know that you can actually smile without any reason at all! He gets me smiling even when it hurts, nothing really measures what my*** is worth. Everytime I say I love you...I'm really trying to say so much more than those three little words. I'm trying to say you mean more to me than anyone else in the world. I'm trying to let you know that I adore you and that I cherish the time we spend together. I'm trying to explain that I want you and that I need you and that I get lost in wonderful thoughts every time I think about you. And each time I whisper "I love you", I'm trying to remind you that you're the best thing that has ever happened to me. Although we are not able to be with one another right now, don't give up, for the words 'I love you' has true meaning and holds all my feelings. Just have faith and hold on. And I can't imagine living any other way; even if I can't see you everyday, your voice echoes in my head, your love remains in my heart...I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU! All the good things, all the bad, all the mistakes, all the surprises, all the imperfections, all of it...just because they're yours. . . . I've seen your kindness and your strength. I've seen the best and the worst of you. And I understand with perfect clarity exactly what you are. . . thanks for coming into my life --*****

away from HOME :(

mom helped me to pack the things in,
dad preparing the money 4 the stay-in
brought some books and bought a phone

rode d bus, rode the jeep,
white shoes was the shoe
independence and diligence foughtly shown,

pay 4 photocopies, dabble to study
thinking of future's earning money.
though dis solitude how much have blown,

provnces whom many of our hearts were left
missed the home cooked meal and dried leaves to sweep
paying for weekends to the pope in rome.

difficult @ times to study wen u miss
the people @ home hu gave u bliss
couldn't help but hear hometown's tone,

deadlines to beat on sleepless nights,
couldn't help but recall provinces wonderful sights.
the city cud never comfort it lyk a foam

they say missing it back home is a curse,
but never a curse 4 such a determined student nurse.
and that future whom no one can fathom.
in fact, COLLEGE LIFE AWAY FROM HOME ..